Like my good friend Eeyore said,”Oh Bother”. I feel like nothing is going right this week, and I think I have carbon monoxide poisoning, mildly. I have a kerosene heater from a flea market and I do believe sitting directly in front of it for two days chain smoking may have killed some brain cells-oops. Oh Bother, I didn’t need them anyhow. I think I’ll make a little grey tail with a bow today and pin it to my shirt, it will be the new universal symbol for- Stay Back! Depressive Personality Coming Through. I’d just wear all black but we have a little hairy dog and I’d look like I’m wearing a brown sweater. I once had a psychiatrist say that perhaps I have a melancholy personality and I’m not depressed at all, sad is just me. FUCK HIM! This is not me, I’m happy and easy-going, laugh a lot, but yes I do have a dark side and melancholy is an understatement. More like Melan-who gives a fuck- choly. Someday I’ll write him a letter telling him how stupid he was, and pay my outstanding balance.