As I sit here shoveling pills in my face and washing them down with coffee, I tell myself that today will be good. I don’t have to go anywhere, I can just stay in my cave. I woke up early enough to et some alone time from the kids and hubby will be here all day. He will be sleeping because he is finishing up a 24 hour shift as I type, but it is still reassuring to me to have him in the house. I have a therapy appointment Friday with the new therapist and I want so badly to be able to say I am doing well.