Is this really a thing? If it is I have it. I have struggled with various addictions throughout my life, alcohol being by far the worst. But now I think I can be addicted to anything, like even food? You don’t get to be a hundred pounds overweight by not being addicted to food. I don’t really want to go delving into my past with drugs, alcohol and cutting because I am in a pretty good place right now and that’s a recipe for tears. Examining the new idea that I may have become addicted to food is what’s on my mind. All that reckless eating over the past few years just may have triggered this new addiction situation. So I used to drink vodka and smoke pot in the middle of the night, who hasn’t, right? Now I wake up from a sound sleep and go eat anything I can find that is relatively sweet. I put a lock on the pantry door but I wake my husband up for the key. I have no self control in the middle of the night. I seriously can’t have the shit in the house. I have resorted to eating heaping bowls of my daughter’s breakfast cereal just to get a fix at times. I wake up in the morning with cupcake crumbs in my cleavage and no cupcakes left on the plate. Disgusting, I know, but my cleavage seems to be a catch all sticking out the way it does. How do I stop this cycle. I am forming a random addiction to anything I can get myself hooked on. Why can’t I get a healthy addiction like broccoli or exercising. Exercise is such hard work, a small addiction to it could perhaps be beneficial right now. But I would take it overboard I am sure. I would end up losing too much weight and being unhealthy that way. How do you keep from becoming addicted to something? How the hell do I stop myself from doing this?