Leaving my mom’s house today to finish the last leg of our journey to Toledo was hard.  I didn’t want to leave the comfort and familiarity that is there.  Here in Toledo now getting settled in at Mo’s sister’s house.  We are not going to stay at Ed’s because he is still in the rehab unit, and that would just be awkward, J offered to let us stay here so we are giving that a try.  She’s a heavy drinker and a smoker and I am no longer either so I’m a little uncomfortable but it’s worth it I guess.  I keep having to remind myself that this is a temporary situation and it’s for Mo to see her dad more before he passes.  Temporary anxiety and awkwardness and staying at someone else’s house, temporarily craving one of those cigarettes, don’t even want the booze really.  I’ll deal and I’ll manage.  It’s only temporary after all.


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