Home

Waking up at my mom’s house this morning recharged emotionally.  I slept fitfully because the baby didn’t sleep well, but that’s not the reason. It’s because this is home, this is the place you come to have your hurts comforted and to have your wounds healed, this is where you come when you need a…

Decisions

I’m posting again because I made a huge decision while I was taking that walk I didn’t want to go on.  My oldest went with me and as some of you know her dad is terminally ill and close to the end.  His doctors have recommended he stop the chemo because it’s killing him but…

Contemplations

I’m supposed to be at the track in half an hour, I already have my pajamas on and I’m sitting in bed.  I just don’t have it in me today, despite copious amounts of coffee, I am dragging ass.  It doesn’t help that M has been making excuses not to go all day so I…